Hello Troops, I'm going to switch gears for now and resume the finale of "Gory Days" after this column in a few days as I begin a solemn observance of the upcoming week and will be out of service.
9/11 carries a heavy burden of memory and it is right that it should not pass from our memory. We remember the heroism of the many who lost their lives in saving others, we grieve still for those who suffered and died, friends and strangers, family and and friends. We remember the death and devestation our eyes were not meant to see. And we remember the feeling of emptiness when our "world stopped turning, that September day"*. Never forget.
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REMEMBERING "THAT" SEPTEMBER
It is the end of August, 2001. I am currently assigned to Ladder 31 and I am sitting at the kitchen table of ?The Big House?, awaiting roll call and enjoying a cup of coffee before committee work starts. Lt Luby, the boss of the day comes down from his office and joins me. ?Johnny? he says, ?the Battalion has informed us we need to detail a man down to the First Division to reinforce the lack of manpower in downtown Manhattan,'' He continues,? it is not your detail as you have seniority over the next selected member, but the detail would be difficult on the junior member as he lives a distance away, and don?t you live in the area??... I get the message, and I?m not about to make any waves, ?No problem, Boss, I?ll take the detail?.
The detail is for ninety days, and I will have a choice to which company I will take the detail to. Anyway, by taking the detail the reduced travel commute will afford me extra time to study for the upcoming lieutenants exam scheduled for October. I suggest to the boss that I would prefer to do my detail at Ladder 10, in the shadow of the WTC South Tower and only a few blocks from my apartment in Battery Park City that I can walk to work... Furthermore, being assigned to L 10 for the next few months, the night tours are usually very quiet as city workers vacate lower Manhattan and back to their homes in outlying suburbs leaving the World Trade Center area desolate and quiet, another perfect opportunity for me to cram in additional quality study time. The detail will benefit me and my studying.
My detail starts September 7, a day tour. The Captain of L 10 has asked me to go to the South Street Seaport firehouse, E 4 and L 15, they need a Ladder Chauffeur for the day tour to drive their Mack Tower Ladder, ?10-4 Boss, on my way?.... A young firefighter, named Scott Larsen helps me with inspecting the compartments and tools. He is a jovial young man and I can tell by his spirit he loves the job, he is just off his probation and we have fun together going over the tower ladder and inspecting tools. I?m in luck too, the boss is my old buddy from our training school days, Joe Leavy. Joe and I stood shoulder to shoulder in ranks during our time at the ?Rock?. Joe is the Lieutenant today and it will be fun driving him and catching up on old times. Joe is very meticulous in everything he does, he even speaks clearly and confidently. Joe loves working downtown Manhattan, he has an interest in building architecture and the area certainly has plenty of that.
The following day I am off, and will now report for my first night tour September 9th into the 10th, second night tour 10th into the 11th at L 10 as I have no mutual partners at this time and working straight tours. So tonight, my first night tour, I am the Ladder Chauffeur of L 10 for this tour and driving the Captain; Paul M., Lieutenant Greg Atlas from E 10 welcomes me to the firehouse, ?a little slice of heaven? as he describes the joint.... I get a good jump on studying upstairs in a small quiet back room carved out of the firehouse to study. The night has been very quiet and I am looking forward to the premier of Steven Spielberg's ?Band of Brothers? on tv...Just before the epic starts, the Captain stops by the apparatus floor tv room and tells me that my temporary detail group assignment is loaded with manpower, he is going to adjust ?the chart? and I will be moved to another group for the remainder of my detail to fill vacancies. So, tonight will be my last night and I will go on a three day leave, the 11th, 12th and 13th, and report for the day tour on the 14th. Sweet I think, the next few days I will be off, head over to Staten Island for the lieutenant prep class on the 11th...it is all going to work out!
SEPTEMBER 10th
BRIAN
On September 10th, my colleague and good buddy Brian from L 38 will be returning from a serious fire in Queens where he fractured his leg at the infamous ?Fathers Day Fire?. Brian is the boss of the elite Rescue 4. on Father's Day a fire in a hardware store in Astoria Queens exploded and killed three firefighters, two of the firefighters from Brian's company. Brian was inside when the explosion occurred and suffered a fractured leg and placed on medical leave...But now his fracture has healed and Brian is chomping at the bit to do what he loves to do, fire duty.
It wasn?t only a few weeks ago that I invited Brian and his wife Donna to join my wife an me for dinner near our Battery Park apartment. We decided to dine at ?Tall Ships Bar and Grille? at the base of the Marriot hotel next to the WTC South Tower #2. During our conversation Brian asked me to consider transferring to R 4, which I politely declined ...again...we laughed, dine al fresco and felt alive in the cool brisk air next to the towering WTC. Brian surprised me by telling me that he is looking forward to going back to work shortly, in fact the next week.
I worked with Brian during our Ladder 38 days when he transferred in from a Harlem Engine Company. We were both the same age, had a side business painting homes, young children with the same age...often there were times we would enjoy each others company while cleaning our paint brushes together at the apparatus floor slop sink... and wonder ?does it get any better than this??. We were assigned to the same groups and worked together almost every tour. Brian was passionate about studying for promotion, I knew he was going places! Brian, was a tough and aggressive firefighter despite his laid back relaxed demeanor, he was always smiling. Many early mornings after runs Brian turned me onto peanut butter english muffins. Brian and I parted ways, he wanted more action at R4 and I was looking for more work in Bushwick. During our time separated we stayed in touch... Brian asked me for a photograph of me in fire gear, I dug one out and gave it to him. Unbeknownst to me Brian was in the process of producing the exciting ?Brothers in Battle? video... where he did incorporate my photo!
On September 10th Brian left his new dream home he and Donna had just moved into. He had been ?eyeballing? this house for some time, when the home went up for sale, Brian and Donna jumped all over it. Tonight Brian has been called in for overtime, he will be the covering boss of the Bronx Rescue 3.
Future Legend Proby Brian E 36
MIKE
I was assigned the groups to drive Lt. Mike Warchola and Lt. Vinny Giammona. Mike was a fun and interesting, but complex character. He had a dark, funny warped sense of humor and we got along just great in the front seat of the rig, in fact we often shared intimate conversations especially during building inspection when the troops would be inspecting buildings for the assigned three hours and we would sit monitoring the radio together with a cup of coffee.
During my time driving Mike, the company was just recovering from the Watts Street fire where the Captain of Ladder 5 John Drennan, Chris Siedenberg and Jimmy Young died horrifically at the Watts Street fire. Mike almost died in a fire as a proby from smoke inhalation and he would be very upset during a period of time when the FDNY was experiencing line of duty deaths almost every few weeks. I accompanied Mike to one of the funerals of a Brother who died at Father's Day fire, standing side by side with him in formation he confided how distressed he was of dying so horrifically. I consoled Mike, as terrible as it was, I reassured him it was an unfortunate accident...Mike would agree, and feel better. Mike was divorced and a voracious reader, he would read a three inch paperback novel in two days sitting at his home, and tell me the next day how he hated the book, but felt compelled to finish it. He was super smart, too, I have heard people describe Mike as mensa smart probably the smartest person I ever met, although he was not a big conversationalist, when he spoke his depth of knowledge on any subject was amazing especially his insight of travel and science was staggering.
Mike could be a little high strung to, and I knew the right time to push his buttons...every now and then, when a run would come in I?d look at him climbing into the rig and ask ?you know where this box is, I haven?t a clue?? a look of despair with a hint of panic he would exclaim ?Ain?t my job to know where we are going!! it's your job to know!!?.
Mike was divorced, but had a girlfriend. He would prepare for date night as he would go clamming out on Long Island near his dad's house in Southampton and rake in a couple dozen clams, run into the nearby supermarket and buy whatever linguini pasta that was on sale and make linguini and clam sauce dinner for his girlfriend...oh yeah, he would rent a movie at the local video store near his home in Queens, usually a ?Godzilla? type genre as he was a big fan of those creatures, especially Mothra. The next tour we worked together he would love telling me about his date and especially how ?frugal? he was. I said he was a ?cheap bastard?.
Mike often worked up a good sweat on the treadmill in the firehouse, as soon as he as done he would bum a cigarette from someone nearby, rip off the filter, turn the cig around and light the torn off filter side and smoke the cig without a filter...he was a character! Mike was a passionate traveler of the US parks, like his dating custom he also was a frugal traveler driving cross country to national parks in his blue and gray duct taped Datsun pick up truck packed with sandwiches he made at home instead of stopping off at restaurants. Mike in a sense was frugal, and I chided him often, but he was saving every nickel and dime for his two young children's education.
Today is September 10th, a day of mixed emotions for Mike, reflecting upon his career...tomorrow morning he will count down his final twenty four hours as a FDNY lieutenant at Ladder 5. He has twenty four single dollar bills in his pocket and will peel one off each hour as the countdown begins.
VINNY
September 10th Vinny is working a straight up twenty-four hour tour, meaning he reported for duty at 0900 hrs and will be relieved by LT Mike Warchola the following morning at 0900 hrs, a special day awaits him. Along with Mike, depending on the tour I chaueffer either Mike or Vinny. I couldn?t ask for better colleagues to share the front seat of the rig with.
Vinny is one of the most energetic firefighters I have ever met, he could run circles around the energizer bunny. Already wound up when he reports for duty, he and I like to start off the tour with a cup of double espresso! Vinny is a real gym enthusiast and physical fitness fanatic, his dedicated workouts reveal he is in great shape. Whenever we would get proby firefighters that just graduated proby school and most physically fit of their lives, Vinny would offer a friendly challenge to race them up ten stories with full firefighting gear including breathing apparatus in a local hi-rise. It never failed, Vinny would be up at the top floor waiting for them.
Vinny was genuinely funny, his wit and remarks were humorous and came naturally. Special night-tours he would conduct the shift change ?Roll Call? in an Elvis costume complete with beer belly...he had a wonderful exuberant personality on top of a great sense of humor. Vinny's sense of humor also extended to his family; he had four daughters whose name could be converted to become a boys name, for instance Nicoletta was called Nicky, Daniella was called Danny and same for the other two. He would introduce them as ?His boys? to newcomers. Vinny was a relentless participant at his daughters soccer games, his abounding energy had him running up and down along the sidelines in front of the other parents. I can only imagine a young Vinny who must have been a terror to his school teachers...but a dream to his wife's mother.
Vinny had a serious side when we were responding to a job or turned the corner and saw work ahead. Vinny was fearless and gutsy on the fire floor, a true leader... the younger members trusted and loved working with him. And in just twenty four hours, when Mike comes in to relieve Vinny he will be headed straight home to celebrate his fortieth birthday where his wife will be setting up for his special day and special birthday party just as all big kids want.
The last tour before I transferred from Ladder 5 and driving Vinny, I'm backing the tiller truck into quarters from an early morning job and noticing a beautiful serene spring sunlight starting to rise over the buildings in front of the firehouse... now parked inside the firehouse, activate the air brakes and shut down the motor...the cab is quiet and I take in the beauty of the new day...I notice Vinny is doing the same and Vinny says to me with his smiling face; ?Danny, y?know, these are our ?GLORY DAYS!?.
Birthday Boy Vinny
0846. 1028.
0846 hours the following morning, September 11, 2001 fate will not be kind to Brian, Mike and Vinny.
Captain Brian Hickey (R4 working OT in R3) starts responding to the WTC with his company of Rescue firefighters. Lieutenant Vinny Giammona is filling in Lieutenant Mike Warchola of the days scheduled events as the firehouse computer alerts ?all companies? to the WTC. Vinny quickly calls his wife that he will be home late... ?off duty? he jumps into the empty seat of Ladder 5 as the heroes roll out under the big red overhead apparatus door to a rapidly changing world.
1028 hours. Brian, Mike and Vinny have perished in the heaping smoldering wreckage of the collapsed towers that plummeted in ten seconds at over one hundred miles per hour. Along with them is Lt. ?Slice of Heaven? Atlas, L 15 Proby Scott Larsen and my training school buddy L 15 Lt. Joe Leavy.
Only Brians helmet and a small bone fragment was found among the tons of debris. Mike, who I had to calm down and reassure that previous Line of duty deaths were such freak accidents and his premonition of dying a horrible death, slowly suffocates in the stairwell not too far from trapped Ladder 6 members, transmits a call for help dies an agonizing, slow death...on the desk back at the firehouse is twenty four single dollars, untouched. Vinny was last seen, his face with confidence, focus and determination climbing the stairs in WTC 1 to help rescue trapped workers on upper floors instead of heading home to enjoy his special birthday is never recovered...One could only surmise that Vinny kept climbing the stairs faster than anyone straight into heaven.
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September 11. Today we pray for the families and remember the victims of 9/11. I will take this day off, have an English muffin with peanut butter, find a peaceful quiet place to pray and never forget the many lives murdered and special friends lost on this day, remember those who served, and those who carry on.
?GLORY DAYS, well, they'll pass you by?"
"Slice of Heaven"; Lt. Gregg Atlas E 10
Jovial Proby; FF Scott Larsen L 15
Proby School Buddy; Lt. Jim Leavy L 15
Brother in Battle, Great Friend; Capt Brian Hickey (Cov, R3)
Frugal Best Boss; Lt. Mike Warchola L 5
Elvis Impersonator and Best Boss x2; Lt. Vinny Giammona L 5
(* "Where were you" by Alan Jackson)
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